hold ya head

woman hold her head and cry

cause her son had been shot down in the street and died

woman hold her head and cry

cause her son had been shot down in the street and died

when i die

fuck it i wanna go to

cause i'm a piece of shit

it ain't hard to fuckin' tell

it don't make sense

goin' to heaven wit' the goodie-goodies

dressed in white

i like black tims and black hoodies

god will probably have me on some real strict shit

no sleepin' all day

no gettin my dick licked

hangin' with the goodie-goodies loungin' in paradise

fuck that shit

i wanna tote guns and shoot dice

all my life i been considered as the worst

lyin' to my mother

even stealin' out her purse

crime after crime

from drugs to extortion

i know my mother wished she got a fuckin' abortion

woman hold her head and cry

cause her son had been shot down in the street and died

i swear to god i just want to my wrists and end this bullshit

throw the magnum to my head

threaten to pull shit

and squeeze

until the bed's

completely red

i'm glad i'm

a worthless fuckin' buddah head

the stress is buildin' up

i can't

i can't believe on my fuckin' mind

i want to leave

i swear to god i feel like death is fuckin' callin' me

naw you wouldn't understand

you see its kinda like the crack did to pookie

in new jack

except when i cross over

there ain't no comin' back

should i die on the train track

like remo in beatstreet

people at the funeral frontin' like they miss me

my baby momma kissed me but she glad i'm gone

she knew me and her sister had somethin' goin' on

i wonder if i died

would tears come to her eyes?

forgive me for my disrespect

forgive me for my lies

woman hold her head and cry

cause her son had been shot down in the street and died

i reach my peak

i can't speak

call my nigga chic

tell him that my will is weak

i'm sick of niggaz lyin'

i'm sick of bitches hawkin'

matter of fact

i'm sick of talkin'