holy spirit

don't know what people really think

all i know is what i hear

they can hate you in their heart

they just gon' grin from ear to ear

they see you ballin' in they future so they never crystal clear

now they acting brand new like the beginning of the year

finally got an invitation but don't know if i should go

it makes you wonder what's so different why they never ask before

if i get inside the car and take that ride will come back

or am i giving up soul just so i can be the man

but i've never been the man why they want me in they plans

i don't know but something's wrong i felt it when i shook their hands

this the stuff i was thinking in the back of the cab while this girl tryna make me mad

i said you really don't need me

right?

and she said yea i do

i said no you don't

she said why you trippin'?

why you don't you believe me? well. i don't know but i can feel it in my bones

something doesn't feel right

something doesn't feel right

phone calls with people who don't know me at all

with no morals or values they just wanna ball

they only hit you up when they have money involved

in high school i only made the team because i was tall

and when you hit em with know they gon' say that you changed

i wonder if they use to say the same thing to paul

one minute it was kill everything in sight

the next it was be kind and show love to all

bang bang bang everybody outta the street

now the scene look like an all-star track meet

everybody blames black on black crime so i was surprised when i found out that it was the police

anyways just another day now i'm at the barber shop my homeboy finna get a taper fade

then his girl walk in and say how you doin' bae then she turns around and sees me and then she says hey

then my homie gets out of his seat and says i'll be right back can i borrow your car

he said he needs to meet someone down the street and it won't be that long cause its really not far

i give 'em the keys and then i dap him up as he proceeds to leave his girl sits beside me

she said he's gonna be outta town friday

i said you really don't need me

right?

and she said yea i do

i said no you don't

she said why you trippin'?

why you don't you believe me? well. i don't know but i can feel it in my bones

something doesn't feel right

something doesn't feel right

one time for the summers in the house

two times for time spent up on the couch

three times for the five times i missed

and 6 times for people who counted me out

sometimes i wish i never tried

sometimes i wish i didn't reply

sometimes i wish i would cared less so i could brag and walk away like a normal guy

the feeling's way worse when you knew better

i'll say that

but

i ain't even trippin'

though

it's all love.