hope or pain

ittai nani wo kitai shiteru to iu no

nigirishimeteru denwa ga furueru tabi

ichiichi mune ga takanatte

demo sugu ni tameiki ni kaete

mou nando kurikaeshi

kuru wake nai itsuka nante kotoba

itsu made shinjiteru tsumori

nee wasurete shimaeba ii

sukoshi yumemite ita dake datte

kiseki nante okoru wake mo

nai koto kurai wakatteru noni

wakatteru noni

kyuu ni subete ga wakaranaku natta tte

ano hi totsuzen iidashite gomen ne

saigo ni mita namida ga ima mo mada

atama kara hanarezu ni iru

nee doushite me no mae no kimi wo

shinjite agerarenakatta n' darou

suki na mono wo bukiyou na kurai

suki na dake de juubun datta

hazu na noni ne

nee watashi wa kimi ni nanika wo

nokoshite ageru koto ga dekita kana

nee kono mama toki ga sugitara

watashi ni wa nani ga nokoru n' darou

soredemo mada kiseki wo negai

tsudzukeru kokoro? soretomo tada no

kizuato kana?

Yi Ti He woQi Dai shiterutoiuno

Wo riDi meteruDian Hua gaZhen eruDu

ichiichiXiong gaGao Ming tsute

demosugunitameXi niBian ete

mouHe Du Zao riFan shi

kuruYi naiitsukananteYan Xie

itsumadeXin ziterutsumori

neeWang reteshimaebaii

Shao shiMeng Jian teitadakedatsute

Qi Ji nanteokoruwakemo

naiShi kuraiwakatsuterunoni

wakatsuterunoni

Ji nisubetegawakaranakunatsutetsute

anoRi Tu Ran Yan iChu shitegomenne

Zui Hou niJian taLei gaJin momada

Tou karaLi rezuniiru

needoushiteMu noQian noJun wo

Xin ziteagerarenakatsutandarou

Hao kinamonowoBu Qi Yong nakurai

Hao kinadakedeziyuubundatsuta

hazunanonine

neeSi haJun niHe kawo

Can shiteageruShi gaChu Lai takana

neekonomamaShi gaGuo gitara

Si nihaHe gaCan rundarou

soredemomadaQi Ji woYuan i

Sok keruXin?soretomotadano

Shang Ji kana?

what am i expecting?

every time the phone receiver

i'm grasping trembles

my heart leaps

but soon i'm let down with a sigh

how many times will i continue to do this?

how long am i going to believe the words

some other day"