how it feels to be defeated

dark spots that have broken down

an annual calvary clover

on this day

i can finally say

i am defeated

i watch the clouds disintegrate

in front of me

everyday

i tell them not to go so soon

and i need you

and i know

you need me too

god

i hope you do

on this day

i can finally say

i am defeated

it's too late

too late to turn back

but my stomach tells me

something else is waiting

where the forests don't seem to hide

i know it's complicating

it's something that you get with time

and i'll never see you again

on this day

i can finally say

i am defeated

on this day

i can finally say

i am defeated