how it had been

amanda somerville

i thought that you'd forgotten me

and it's plain to see why

and i won't pretend to be

not at all angry or try not to cry

so

forgive me if i just let it out

and

believe me i won't mean to shout

but i need! oh! i need. oh i need to

i must say it's not been fun

and more than a little dumb for too long

they say that time heals everything

but i think that's a bunch of shit

oh

how they're wrong

so

forgive me if i just let it out

and believe me i won't mean to shout

if you read me than just let me spout off

but i need! oh! i need. ooohhhh i need to

and i hope you can recall the love from before it all

even though i know it'll never again

be how it had been

and i want you to know now i miss you even more

for i know

it'll never again

be how it had been

so

forgive me if i just let it out

and believe me i won't mean to shout

if you read me than just let me spout off

if you still need me

don't make me walk out

and know it's silly of me that i might still pout

but i need

oh. i need

oh. i need to