how many times?

how many times i couln't sleep

cause i saw you dien' in my dreams

how many times you lied to me

raised my hopes and i belived

so many times you went away

even thou you promest me to stay

you always said soon it'll be ok

but till today

nothing's changed

and now i know

it's too late

you lost your soul

you'll never change

this strength of mine

wasn't strong enough

you choosed his life

instead of love

and now i know

it's too late

you lost your soul

you'll never change

this streath of mine

wasn't strong enough

you choosed his life

instead of us

how many times they said i'm a fool

but it's your child i have faith in you

i always thought one day i would realize

leaving him reatcin paradise

but now i know it was just a dream

now i know it will never be

a beautiful completed family

you just exist in my dreams

and now i know

it's too late

you lost your soul

you'll never change

this strength of mine

wasn't strong enough

you choosed his life

instead of love

and now i know

it's too late

you lost your soul

you'll never change

this streath of mine

wasn't strong enough

you choosed his life

instead of us

intead of us