i'm not there, but i'm fine

i'm looking at you through the windows

snow outside reflecting off the sunlight

in your face

the water's sticking to your eyelids

you don't mind you turn and smile and slowly

you make your way into the world again

it's slowly slipping through my memory

every year i just pass by

colored lights surround the houses

no one left to say goodbye

covered faces only eyes

holding hands and stealing glances

i'm not dead but i'm just fine

i lift my head up from the pillow

i hear no sound there's no one waiting for me in another room

there's a soft glowin from beneath my door

are you there or did i leave the lights on

i stay in bed and think of you and me

every year i just pass by

colored lights surround the houses

no one left to say goodbye

covered faces only eyes

holding hands and stealing glances

i'm not dead but i'm just fine