i've been a liar

i like to pretend

sometimes i pretend i am these stories

sometimes i pretend my stories are as important as your stories

sometimes i pretend my heart is in the right place

sometimes i pretend my thoughts are connected to your thoughts

sometimes i pretend that love isn't shallow

sometimes i pretend none of this is pretend

sometimes i pretend i am important

sometimes i pretend what i have to say is valuable

sometimes i pretend i am sorry

sometimes i pretend that pretending

is not different than blindness

i like to pretend

i don't know

i don't know

i don't know

i don't know

i don't know

i don't know

i don't know

i don't know

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i don't know

i don't know

i don't know

i don't know

i don't know

i don't know

i don't know

am i doing the right thing?

am i doing the right thing?

am i doing the right thing?

i've been a liar

i've been a liar

i don't know

i don't know

i don't know

i don't know

i don't know

i don't know

i don't know

i don't know

i don't know

i don't know

i don't know

i don't know

i don't know

i don't know

i don't know

i don't know

am i doing the right thing?

am i doing the right thing?

am i doing the right thing?

i've been a liar

i've been a liar