i admit

and i admit

i'm engaging in the same destructive

typical fits that have ruined

all my past relationships

while assuring you

that this can be fixed yeah

and i admit

i've got some pretty large

internal differences that i'm

trying to figure out what to fill with

meanwhile

at the meanwhile

i'm still talking shit like

i'm sorry

that i could not

just hold on

and i admit

you can no longer depend

on someone else for your happiness

it was much easier

when i made you the happiest

but in this

i admit

that i have never ever ever

been more confident

the hand that i want my hand in

the hand that i want my hand

well i'm sorry

that i could not

just hold on

i admit

that you changed me

that you changed me