i am the eulogy

for months

for years

i've been searching for peace of mind

for clarity

i just can't reconcile

with all the thoughts that keep on coming to mind

so looking back at the progress

i've been searching for the truth

yet i'm still running round in circles

and all trails lead back to you

i should have known by now

you've always been there

oh save me and give my life direction

to navigate these dreams and find days where i'm awake

cause now i know this is the path that i should take

against the grain

we carry on

i swear i'll make you proud

i was a pillar of hope

in the eyes of my mother

she said look to the mirror

and son you'll find your answer

oh i will make you proud of me

i swear i'll make you proud

live every breath in your footsteps

for now i understand

i feel your presence beside me

i swear one day i'll make you proud

oh save me and give my life direction

to navigate these dreams and find days where i'm awake

cause now i know this is the path that i should take

against the grain

we carry on