i can't explain

you can tell me that you hate me

i don't really give a fuck

'cause i already hate me

more than you ever could

yeah

rolly

i've been drifting

i've been falling off the map

i feel this stress

i feel the pain

i smoke so i can stay intact

i can't explain

all these things that i feel

i can't explain

why i do these things that i do

i can't explain

why i do these things to myself

lately

been stressing

more than you could tell

yeah

ay

fuck

here we go again

seven days a week

i'm tossing in my bed

yeah

i know

you know

lost inside my head

yeah

i know

you know

i'm lying when i said that i'm okay

'cause lately

been shaking

been nervous

been so afraid thinkin'

if this is worth this

smokin' out loud

i don't care for the name

wake up

fucked up

everyday is the same

get to the back

smoke up a set

faded so faded

i'm up for the gas

sippin' sippin'

but don't sip no air

but most days just feel the same

i can't cope with this pain

fucked all the lies you say

no

shoulda stayed away

yeah

shoulda stayed away

but who's to blame

who's to blame

say who's to blame

yeah you love to play this game

tattle

even get away

this won't wash away

put a bullet through my brain

you can tell me that you hate me

i don't really give a fuck

'cause i already hate me

more than you ever could

yeah

rolly

i've been drifting

i've been falling off the map

i feel this stress

i feel the pain

i smoke so i can stay intact

i can't explain

all these things that i feel

i can't explain

why i do these things that i do

i can't explain

why i do these things to myself

lately

been stressing

more than you could tell

yeah

i've been stuck in all this darkness

i've been dealing with some fucked shit

i don't wanna do this anymore

most i notice

i've been livin' life

and i don't care about the outcome

you tell me that you love me

but i know that this won't last long

so stuck on someone who don't care

always so stuck up in my head

leave me like chalk on a sidewalk

leave me like chalk on a sidewalk

you never even love me

always tell me lies

always family bullshit

shoulda seen through the

and every night

grab the blunt

and ignite

so damn fucked up

sick of living this life

you can tell me that you hate me

i don't really give a fuck

'cause i already hate me

more than you ever could

yeah

rolly

i've been drifting

i've been falling off the map

i feel this stress

i feel the pain

i smoke so i can stay intact

i can't explain

all these things that i feel

i can't explain

why i do these things that i do

i can't explain

why i do these things to myself

lately

been stressing

more than you could tell

yeah