i deserve better

don't you tell me this ain't what you want

oh yeah

we almost had it

we were almost there

these apologies are overdue

now it's too late because i'm over you

yeah she's over me

now i want her back

i don't even wanna tell her that

maybe it's pride

maybe it's ego

maybe the fact is i'm still attached

maybe i do need to let her go

maybe i just need the time to grow

'cause she was so focused on lovin' me

and i was focused on models and centerfolds

issues with commitment

issues with the distance

issues with these issues

'cause he's fucked up with his feelings

problems with emotions

problems with devotion

and when he left her

this is what she told him

i deserve better

you should've treated me better

and you act like all of this

was my fault

my fault

none of any of this

was my fault

my fault

so happy never ever ever

shot the bullet in my heart with that beretta

and i aimed it at you

and you act like all of this

was my fault

my fault

none of any of this

was my fault

my fault

baby girl i know it's all my fault

broken promises

it's all my fault

oh i know it's all my fault

i wish that it all worked out

don't you say

don't take it personal

'cause even though i left

it hurt to go

now those memories are on my mind

and i still think about it all the time

yeah

yeah

yeah

i know she's thinkin' bout him all the time

all i did was try to make her mine

all i did was try to show her

even if the rainfall the sun still gon' shine

maybe i shouldn't have let her in

that's probably the worst thing i ever did

'cause i was so focused on lovin' her

and she was focused on someone who never did

issues with commitment

issues with the distance

issues with the issues

'cause she's fucked up with her feelings

problems with no closure

probably the older

and this is what he said

when it was over

i deserve better

you should've treated me better

and you act like all of this

was my fault

my fault

none of any of this

was my fault

my fault

so happy never ever ever

shot the bullet in my heart with that beretta

and i aimed it at you

and you act like all of this

was my fault

my fault

none of any of this

was my fault

my fault

as humans we carry all this pain from our previous relationships

and we unintentionally give it to the next person

i know that hurt people hurt people

so at the same time we also gotta be aware of that

we inherit all this baggage from one person then dump it on the next person

and the cycle just continues

so if there's anything to take from this song

let it be to love openly

love hard

but most importantly

leave the past where it belongs