i don't exist

olivia o'brien

i've been doomed from the start

everything around me falls apart

so quickly always end up with a broken heart

even tylenol can't fix me

unless it's mixed with whiskey

i ain't even sad

i'm just bored

nothing can excite me anymore like you used to

hollywood has lost all its allure

used to be so pretty

now it's just a city

all of these people and all of their friends

look so good together and i don't fit in

'cause they're picture perfect

and i'm on the end

crop me out the photo so they can pretend

like i don't exist

like i don't exist

don't exist

like i don't exist

like i don't exist

no

when i feel good it never lasts

that's why you can find me living in the past if you need me

everybody says this shit will pass

i say it won't

they don't believe me

just tell me to deep breathe

falling apart

don't know what to do

what to do

looking for someone to save me

i don't know who

i don't know who

all of these people and all of their friends

look so good together and i don't fit in

'cause they're picture perfect

and i'm on the end

crop me out the photo so they can pretend

like i don't exist

like i don't exist

don't exist

like i don't exist

like i don't exist

no

am i even real?

am i even real?

am i even real?

am i even real?

am i even real?

am i even real?

it's hard to tell when i can't feel a fucking thing

all of these people and all of their friends

look so good together and i don't fit in

'cause they're picture perfect

and i'm on the end

crop me out the photo so they can pretend

like i don't exist

like i don't exist

don't exist

like i don't exist

like i don't exist

no

am i even real?