i don't feel good

i don't feel good

i can feel sadness in my bones

i don't take pills i prolly should

i wanna die

nobody knows

i scare myself a lot

there's a tightness in my throat

the panic doesn't stop

feel like i'm becoming a ghost

i don't feel alright

i don't feel safe when i'm at home

i can't sleep at night

i probably shouldn't be alone

i'm too tired to fight

i can't lie i'm feeling low

i don't know what it feels like

to be normal anymore

why am i like this? i used to be fine with the silence

the volume on everything's set to the highest

afraid of the quiet

i'm worried i'll hear from the devil without all the noises to hide it

i'm tryna ride it out

will i be fine? i have my doubts

i'll just hide inside my house

'till it's time to find myself

i don't feel good

i can feel sadness in my bones

i don't take pills i prolly should

i wanna die

nobody knows

i scare myself a lot

there's a tightness in my throat

the panic doesn't stop

feel like i'm becoming a ghost

i don't feel okay

i'm glad it doesn't show

i feel so insane

a pain i can't control

my skin is feeling tight

tryna take it off like it's my clothes

my head is feeling light

my feet feel like they're stones

i don't wanna cry

but if i don't i might explode

i don't wanna die

i just need a second to reload

i say i feel fine

i really speak in code

act cool when i'm online

i don't wanna be exposed

i'm getting used to feeling like a human being

all these stupid reasons i feel gross

i been lucid dreaming

mood is ruined easy

all these rumors eating at my soul

hit my head on the wall just to see if my nose bleed

i think i'm killing me slowly

i just want you to hold me

everyone thinks they know me

i don't feel good

i can feel sadness in my bones

i don't take pills i prolly should

i wanna die

nobody knows

i scare myself a lot

there's a tightness in my throat

the panic doesn't stop

feel like i'm becoming a ghost

i feel ugly yeah yeah

i feel stupid yeah yeah

i feel like this feeling will not go

i feel fucked up yeah yeah

i feel hopeless yeah yeah

i can feel it way down in my soul

i don't feel good

i can feel sadness in my bones

i don't take pills i prolly should

i wanna die

nobody knows

i scare myself a lot

there's a tightness in my throat

the panic doesn't stop

feel like i'm becoming a ghost

i feel fucked up yeah yeah

i feel stupid yeah yeah

i feel like this feeling will not go