i hope you feel me

dot use to call me so much i use to turn my cell off damn

i think i'm the reason why we fell off

we use to ride our bikes he never laughed when i fell off

saturdays we watchin cartoons and eatin kelloggs

damn i just dwelled off

thinkin bout the trips to plymouth meeting on the l dawg or think about the 22

bus to willow grove when we wanted aeropostale dawg

straight to foot locker for then 2 for 80 shells dawg

now act like you remember

remember all the times ain't had no jackets in the winter

remember i would ask the lunch lady for some seconds just to pack it for my dinner

me and jamie eatin slim jims and crackers for our dinner nigga

jeff remember all the shit you gave me

i could never pay you back its like you fuckin raised me

my mom got so high one night she tried to rape me

never hold it against her she prolli don't remember

hey phil do you remember our first cup shit

we was floatin on water like were part of a surf club

and bree was my first love

she let so somethin small come between us and left like she ain't been through the worst stuff

and 'kees still stressed bout this work stuff

i get a deal he'll never have to work again never have to hurt again

never have to got to aces sell another shirt again

told him get back on his shit cause he deserve to win

trynna get my shit straight movin on to bigger plans

lifes to short for the grudges i be the bigger man

but i ain't fuckin with these niggas man

i rather see my niggas dead then see em in the can

i just wanna give em more than alot

i'm laid up with a bitch while i think about tum

i know he thinkin bout me as he lay in his cot damn

i hope my uncle saved me a spot

what if me and lil never met

in my life i shouldve never took several steps

better yet i wouldve been at this expensive college

fucked up trynna pay em off a heavy debt what you expect

me and reem got close so we laughed more

i told him bout my life and how i use to be past poor

he told me bout his he said he had the shit that he asked for

but somehow we just went straight to the back door

duckin the task force my sister is the reason i rap more

trynna get my mother a jag or

a rolls royce wasn't trynna get her a rav4

or buy her a selica i grew up sellin stuff damn

only 12 when i came off the porch

i ain't wanna sell drugs i was forced damn

my aunt love to show me offer of course

smiled when she seen a nigga name on the source"