manizha
such a good day
with the sunlight
with the birds singing
on the trees
but i can't find
any fire in my heart
did i ever have to tell you
since he has gone
every minute
every second
it making me strong
but today i scream until he
hears my call
and i fall down on my knees
cause i miss him
i miss him
and i hate myself
yes
i hate myself for this
and i hate my self
yeah
i hate myself
don't look back
please
i'm pathetic
i'm too drunk
just shut your mouth
i'm not sorry
i have no secrets
i have nothing
nothing
nothing to hide
since you've been gone
but today i scream until you
hear my call
oh
darling