i still remember

i be having bad dreams with time machines the only difference is that it really happened

really i'm just talking to myself but these people gon call it rappin

lookin in the mirror

my reflection doesn't even think that i matter

and nobody thinks that my jokes are funny

i guess that's why i'm the only one laughing

and i understand that i'm different and the way i think is prolly way backwards

to society i'm that annoying little brother

and that's word to cory baxter

as a little kid i had big dreams but i felt like i didn't really matter

i'm pretending like i'm really happy

maybe i would be a good actor

but they would just make fun of me so i stay quiet don't say nun

i'm so awkward at the wrong times don't hang with me because i'm not fun

i'm so alone i overthink

i sit at home and i over eat

i get bigger and i gain weight

i stay up late and i oversleep lawwwd

nobody likes fat kids uhh

that's worse than the black kid

and whoever said words don't hurt lied

cause it feels like acid

and i feel the burn up on my soul

it really hurts but they don't know

what i feel all inside in my mind it's not clear

i wanna leave i hate it here aaaaahhhhh!

i do what i do cause i still remember

i act how i act cause i still remember

and i won't forget don't need a souvenir

i said i won't forget don't need a souvenir!

i stunt on em cause i still remember

i get loud cause i still remember

i jump around cause i still remember

i shoulder rock cause i still remember

i'm who i am cause i still remember

i still remember i still remember

i know where i came from i can't forget

i don't need a reminder!

this ain't i told the whole world

i don't keep secrets

i know you heard don't look surprised

quite tell'n lies you just didn't believe me

but believe the hype

now they running tryna take the mic

they don't wanna see me testify

i don't smoke but i'm extra high

and i see the vision like i was born with an extra eye!

that's for people who believe in illuminati

they like aww man they done got him

man please john 3: 16 to sum it up god gave his only begotten

yo

can't stand when people try to put a label on things when they spot em

don't care if it's white teeth or gold teeth don't matter to me as long as they ain't rotten!

hold up let me get em

i been goin for a minute

if you don't know by now then you prolly won't get it

there's really no forgetin

can't help it i remember but i guess in the end it was good i was afflicted

they holla who is it

my flow so exquisite

but i had to work i remember it wasn't

now people listen

i got they attention

the people who hurt me ain't talking bout nothin!

for all the hatred i appreciate ya

otherwise i wouldn't even be the same

so i have to thank ya

without the whippins i prolly would have never made my desicions i'm finally liven

and when its all said and done being real

i forgive ya. yea

i do what i do cause i still remember

i act how i act cause i still remember

and i won't forget don't need a souvenir

i said i won't forget don't need a souvenir!

i stunt on em cause i still remember

i get loud cause i still remember

i jump around cause i still remember

i shoulder rock cause i still remember

i'm who i am cause i still remember

i still remember i still remember

i know where i came from i can't forget

i don't need a reminder!