i think i'm going insane

fuck. ahh. oh

i'm not addicted to drugs

i'm addicted to being hurt

it may seem berserk

but none of these stress relievers work. poppin' pill after pill

trying to get my head straight

trying to over power the pain

until the next day. but it ain't happening

i'm an addict that's half asleep

while the other half of me is trapped in a series of bad dreams. my current position was trippin' on trees of acid casts

until my eyes collapsed and suicide was an aftermath. i'm falling down erasing memories you gave to me

i'm still alive and nothing you can say can make me breathe. so please take away the pain that hurts me

i don't wanna be alone and thirsty. so many drugs to push the pain i have entrapped in me

'cause i don't wanna live my life inside this fantasy. so please take away the pain that fills me

i don't wanna be the one that kills me. i can't take this pain 'cause i'm dieing

i can't close my eyes 'cause i'm crying. 'cause these pills have taken' over my brain

side effects causes pain

i think i'm going insane

i can't take this pain 'cause i'm dieing

i can't close my eyes 'cause i'm crying. 'cause these pills have taken' over my brain

side effects causes pain

i think i'm going insane

i guess i'm insane indeed

'cause no matter what the fuck i do you never seem happy. adapting to stronger drugs

larger quantities

killing myself constantly

my eyes start to bleed. the feeling of being alive just isn't enough

serenches i stuff with heroine

i'm feeling the rush inside of my veins

and my brain's fried from filling too much with drugs

i'm willing to crush my chances of being in love. i'm falling down erasing memories you gave to me

i'm still alive and nothing you can say can make me breathe. so please take away the pain that hurts me

i don't wanna be alone and thirsty. so many drugs to push the pain i have entrapped in me

'cause i don't wanna live my life inside this fantasy. so please take away the pain that fills me

i don't wanna be the one that kills me. i can't take this pain 'cause i'm dieing

i can't close my eyes 'cause i'm crying. 'cause these pills have taken' over my brain

side effects causes pain

i think i'm going insane

i can't take this pain 'cause i'm dieing

i can't close my eyes 'cause i'm crying. 'cause these pills have taken' over my brain

side effects causes pain

i think i'm going insane

maybe because you made me that way

turn me into a monster i would have never became. creating thoughts of dying eventually severed my brain

irritated my vains

intoxicated my system. it went on for days

i had cravings of wisdom. i wanted your fuckin' opinion so i'm making you listen

listen to all of the pain i've been feeling recently

killed myself and only now do you realize that you miss me. i'm falling down erasing memories you gave to me

i'm still alive and nothing you can say can make me breathe. so please take away the pain that hurts me

i don't wanna be alone and thirsty. so many drugs to push the pain i have entrapped in me

'cause i don't wanna live my life inside this fantasy. so please take away the pain that fills me

i don't wanna be the one that kills me. i can't take this pain 'cause i'm dieing

i can't close my eyes 'cause i'm crying. 'cause these pills have taken' over my brain

side effects causes pain

i think i'm going insane

i can't take this pain 'cause i'm dieing

i can't close my eyes 'cause i'm crying. 'cause these pills have taken' over my brain

side effects causes pain

i think i'm going insane