i won't crap out

i'm standin' in a shadow

hating the world

i keep a wall around me

block out the herd

it's a nerve-wreck placeto be

it kills real

quick

you gotta scrape the concrete off your dick

but we're gonna live so happily

in a faraway place

just you and me

if i don't crap out

the sun will shine and give us a hug

the world will sing like a happy bug

if i don't crap out

no and i won't crap out

i won't crap out

i'm glad i am crazy

it keeps me trying

i despise the trendies

i know

they're lying

if you want to stir up real mud

you had better pay with real blood

but the birds will sing a sweet melody

in a couple of green indifferent trees

if i don't crap out

and you're gonna know how fine you are

gonna write your name on a violet star

if i don't crap out

we'll have a window and we'll have a door

and a reason to be living for

if i don't crap out

and the material singers will fade into dust

like forgotten merchants of disgust

if i don't crap out

no i won't crap out

no i'll never crap out

oh i won't crap out

i won't crap out