ideal waste of time

i must've been blind

i missed all the signs

the hints and the clues you gave me then

you think it's a game

where no one's to blame

and you can decide to save me now

when everything's touch and go

and you push that buttons that make me slow til i stop

the pain i can understand

but i can't know everything if everything is suffering

and i don't know what you had in mind

is this your ideal waste of time?

i don't know what you're here to find

it's not much but it's still mine

it must be the end

you told all your friends

your very own version of things then

don't like to complain

you're not even sane

and that's being kind and flattering

now that everything's on the run

and you walk all over me just for fun til you stop

the pain i can understand

but i can't know everything if everything is suffering

and i don't know what you had in mind

is this your ideal waste of time?

i don't know what you're here to find

it's not much but it's still mine

maybe i'll try to have my doubts

maybe i'll live with my withouts

whatever i lose i'll lose again

what's a little fire in all this flame?

and i don't know what you had in mind

i don't know what you're here to find

maybe it's not much

i don't know what you had in mind

is this your ideal waste of time?

i don't know what you're here to find

it's not much but it's still mine

don't know what you had in mind

is this your ideal waste of time?

i don't know what you're here to find

i figured it out it's a waste of time

and it's not mine