idk if i can make it thru this year :(

what a world i live in now

the stars are falling from the heavens

bright lights

take away my vision

i'm blinded from it all

its just my luck

my lucks been running out

now the tides begin to turn

its my fault

and i know that this is none of your concern

i'm better off sleeping in my bedroom

wide awake since the day i met you

i don't know if i can make it thru this year

make it thru this year

i think about how much has changed

i can't hold onto these distant memories

letting go of all this takes time

i'm not in a rush at all

i'm growing up

and growing older

everyday feels like a blur

it makes me sick

but i know that this something i must learn

yeah

i'm better off sleeping in my bedroom

wide awake since the day i met you

i don't know if i can make it thru this year

make it thru this year