if we could just pretend

where did you go?

what did you do

with all the time

you were too scared to move?

what is it like

to be by yourself

for three and a half years?

for roughly three and a half years?

if we could just pretend

that i went to college

and that is why you

you haven't seen me

i wanted to go

but not for this long

i overdid it

i overdid it

why did you say

that i was one in a million?

'cause i believed it

i thought

i had something that you

were too scared to lose

so if we could just pretend

that i went to college

and traveled abroad

and did something different

anything but

just sitting at home

for three and a half years

writing song after song after song

so what is it like

to be by yourself?

and not feel like you'll die

around everyone else?

i thought i was one in a million

well thanks for nothing

yeah

thank you

thank you