if you still hate me

the feelings you are breaking

are feelings i was faking

my eyes begin to shut

my life's a bitch

want me to cut you up?

your life is one big shout out

you think i'm fake

you are a snake

these are my fears

i fear if you still hate me

you're thinking of me

i'm here and i still don't know

i feel so low now

you make my life so aching

my every thought you're breaking

my ears begin to bleed

words you're riffing

i'm here to shut you up!

your life is one big fuck up

you think i'm fake

you're a snake

these are my fears

i fear if you still hate me

you're thinking of me

i'm here and i still don't know

i feel so low now

i cannot see how you can be

so fucking hateful of my ways

from all these thoughts i will not stray

the hate i feel today

my life is not something you think you can run

you should have learned

this is the reason we're done

i hate your ways and everything that you say

i wish you dead!