illusive consensus

so sweet caress

never long to last!

you entered my soul and gave hope to my life. so sweet caress

never hope to last!

you left me behind all alone and aghast

captured inside such an austere elysium

imperfect feelings

futile grief

love a device against all solitude

as it all went on

the love became

a field in a dream that once had been real

so sweet caress

never long to last!

destroy this illusion we need a change of fate!

your frantic thoughts are only a condemned cry

primo somniare videbamur deinde veritas se praecipitavit

i secretly longed for something which had never existed

first i thought it was a dream but then it smashed into reality

beautiful on the outside

decayed deeply within

i secretly longed for something which had never existed

devoted to a body without a soul

numquam non tibi diffidam