i been on my own been lonely
since my heart was broken
and then i go back to the way
i felt like why i'm in a daze
i'm running around like my head's cut off
waking up in a sweat like a bomb set off
i'm feeling the weight like it won't let off
i'm staying way down til the sun goes down
never think of anybody else but myself
look into the mirror like who is this
i need a sec to calm down i might pop a script
locked up in this boring house
spent these nights of the past year
thinking i wish it was last year
i'll never get that time back or rewind that
there's a reason for this motion
wait fuck that no regrets
keep my heart right in my pocket
if i had a dollar for the enemies i've made
i would have enough to buy myself
some peace and quiet for a day
i been holding on so long
i'm feeling trapped inside this maze
tell me shit cause i won't listen
care about what nobody say
i know i'm that bull shit
and most people never knew this
but sometimes i wanna go to sleep
feeling like a ghost but i been used to it
you got a penny for my thoughts
just toss it cause it's useless
i look at everyone around me
wonder what they're going through
because my mama told me to
she been dealing with some shit
if she can do it i will to
day ones right here with me
i could not do this without you