in avernus

aborted

standing in front of avernus

the gates of old

a plummeting death

the illusions that haunt me control me

denigrating apocrypha

a slithering rot seeps into my sanity

wreaking vengeance upon a lucid ordure

clarity

a monstrosity

take me from this mental travesty

leaning over the precipice of my deluded self

as i fear. in the dark i hear them coming

in the silence of a growling burden

the wretched

the damned

the all knowing

the fictions that guide me through hell everlasting

guide me through avernus

ride me of the burden of metastasized conscience

guide me through avernus

denying apocrypha

a mesmerizing plot exceeds my reality

wreaking horror upon this human manure

clarity

a monstrosity

relieve me from the euphoria

offal of the damned

the precipice of hell

voices

choices

tearing through my head

contesting

detesting

osmosis of the damned

the falling of the hammer

the metamorphosis of my gray matter

a lucid interlude to the decaying of man

in avernus

mental terminus

in avernus

in avernus

wretched

horrendous

defeatist

voices

uncontrollable noises

voices

undeniable voices

destructive euphoria