in my darkest hour

in my hour of need

ha

no

you're not there

and though i reached out for you

wouldn't lend a hand

through the darkest hour

your grace did not shine on me

feels so cold

very cold

no one cares for me

did you ever think i get lonely

did you ever think that i needed love

did you ever think

stop thinking

you're the only one that i'm thinking of

you'll never know how hard i tried

to find my space and satisfy you too

things will be better when i'm dead and gone

don't try to understand

knowing you

i'm probably wrong

but oh how i lived my life for you

till you'd turn away

now

as i die for you

my flesh still crawls as i breathe your name

all these years

thought i was wrong

now i know it was you

raise your head

raise your face

your eyes

tell me who you think you are

who?

i walk

i walk alone

to the promised land

there's a better place for me

but it's far

far away

everlasting life for me

in a perfect world

but i gotta die first

please god send me on my way

time has a way of taking time

loneliness is not only felt by fools

alone i call to ease the pain

yearning to be held by you

alone

so alone

i'm lost

consumed by the pain

the pain

the pain

the pain

won't you hold me again

you just laughed

ha

ha

bitch

my whole life is work built on the past

the time has come when all things shall pass

this good thing passed away

in my darkest hour