in the absence ov light

every seme the devil breathes

my steps never outweighed the gravity ov hell

so i keep praying for rain ov flaming rocks

to foster the symmetry ov worlds

i had a vision ov the impenetrable darkness

never found on neither side ov the moon

it wields composure ov my soul

that comes as one with the odium below

chant the psalm

non serviam

retrieve the pride

within and without

i throw out each flaw

any idea. i trust not any abstraction. i believe not in god nor mind. enough with these gods. give me a human. let him be just like me

just like me. dull

unripe

unfinished

not dark

and not bright. so that i may with him dance

play with him

with him fight

in front of him pretend

give him thanks

and him

rape. fall in love with him

through him recreate myself

grow through him

and sprouting this way

wed myself

in the church ov man

i imagined the most ardent ray ov sun

like vulture hovering above my neck

it burns with fever deep within my soul

erect in glory to sink into shame

oh lord

whence came this doubt?

thou doth know i am all and everything

let loose my shackles

let chaos reign

infecting moral arteries. chant the psalm

non serviam

retrieve the pride

within and without