industry (interlude)
sammie
i gave my all to her three times
but deep down inside when i looked in to her eyes i seen a
major fire that was ignited
my dreams distorted my vision so instead of seein the obvious
percussions i should have taken was replaced with excitement
false hope helped me cope with the fact that her love and
my love would never be the same
and anything of importance she can care less about she say
oh i'm sorry baby i forgot
rehearse my dialog put a melody to it and when it was just right i sing for you
fly through storm for you
not eat get sick no sleep let you pick where and when and how
so for confident to get away i discovered a guilty pleasure
that consisted of liquor in a bottle
conversations without substance
try to go deep wit her but her plot is a model
how could i be mad at her
searchin for love in the club is insane and i'm sane so i should know better
why isn't she working a decent job just to help out with the tuition
but i lower my standards and precede to undress her later
and let her take me under
when i reflect when i had a choice not to let the ink bleed from the pen
i lost my brotha to greed
he tried to kill me and res-erect him in attempt to be me
he was mad that i'm famous and the one on tv
but i never cared for fame that's just beneath me
i went through hell for her
no privacy no piece of mind cant even fuck my old girl for her
my mom was right though she said that this would happen
ill love you so deeply and when i got me you would leave me
now all i have is my pen and my pad and my thoughts
what about a house and our private outdoor
and the bills that we accumulated together
its all on me and all you can say is whatever
all i ask is for my freedom
hell my name you can take that
god gave me the gift but mankind thinks he owns it
by the way her name is industry