what a year it's been
a lot of ups and downs
keep fallin' off the wagon
but never hit the ground
or should i say the bottom? that's a place i'll never go
was drinkin' hella heavy
had no self-control
started doubtin' myself
had no motivation
liquor and depression is a bad combination
ain't doin' enough
just doin' the most
tasted some success
then i put that shit in coast
never comin' around
my ass was always ghost
not realizin' i hurt the ones i loved the most
refuse to fuck this up when our dream is too close
had to grow up and put my pride behind
got out of my funk
and now i feel alive
writin' verses with a smile while my daughter's by my side
like
look mama
i made that
look mama
i made that
the boy is a star