internet famous

i just blew a thousand on a shirt

my ego's feeling good while my pocket's feeling hurt

just to show the world i'm important

check out all my worth

they linkin all my pics and now i feel reassured

i hope they son't forget me

it's been a few hours and nobody text me

now i think hate me

it's crazy

don't let me think that the world isn't gonna accept me

i already reject me and honestly

why you hating just cause you're anonymous

i don't need more damage to my confidence

you acting like there ain't gonna ever be no consequence

at least i'm confident in your incompetence

i don't wanna die living in a lie

hiding from the truth

i really think that i should take my own advice

i'll pay a crazy price

for a momentary high and a couple thousand likes

just wanna say fuck it

i hate it

i made it

the hatred is weighing on me

i can't take it

you're guilty and shameless

and act like it's painless while tryna be internet famous

spent a couple hundred on a belt

figured i should love my fit cause i'll never love myself

i rely on the opinions given by everyone else

they don't gotta sense of self

so it never really helps

they just fuel the addiction

i'm sick of myself and i need a prescription

all my superstitions

got me worshiping things that don't matter to me

like they're my new religion and all of it's fiction

wanna be so real but

i look online

when the days get gray

i don't get sunshine

i just post that pic right around lunchtime

and i get that high when i get some likes

i don't wanna die living in a lie

hiding from the truth

i really think that i should take my own advice

i'll pay a crazy price

for a momentary high and a couple thousand likes

just wanna say fuck it

i hate it

i made it

the hatred is weighing on me

i can't take it

you're guilty and shameless

and act like it's painless while tryna be internet famous