intro to anxiety

happy camper

happy camper

happy camper

oh

yo

life can be super happy

life can be super sad

i'm trying super hard to separate the good and the bad

i'll go back to my future just to get to my past

but knowing me

my delorean would probably crash

sometimes i get in a taxi when i ain't got no cash

worry if my credit card don't work

then i might have to dash

have the cab driver chase me 20 blocks down 7th ave

and if he catching up to me

i know he'll wanna kick my ass

damn

that's one hell of an imagination

even worse than talking to these girls

i get infatuated

send a text and it go green

wonder what that fucking mean

like did it send

has it been seen?

why ain't she writing back to me?

probably chatting with some other guys and i feel jealousy

two days later

she write back

like s-r-y

i fell asleep

i think i'll be alone forever

maybe i'll live with my parents

that way i could eat the food and never feel embarrassed cause

sometimes i let my ego get the best of me

sometimes i wonder why my stress is stressing me

sometimes i lay awake and i can't go to sleep

this is my introduction to anxiety

sometimes i need someone to take control of me

sometimes i let my demons get ahold me

sometimes i think that shit ain't what it used to be

this is my introduction to anxiety

okay class

settle down

this is your teacher talking

i got the girls in the oc flipping like mischa barton

the only time i socialize is at a pizza party

usually i see a party

overthink and keep on walking

cause what if the friends i came with leave me with a bunch of strangers?

standing all alone

i won't have no one to play drinking games with

and now i'm semi-famous

all they want's a selfie with me

or several shots of whiskey to test my masculinity

and see how we compare or have a story for their friends

but i still feel like just some fucking guy so none of it makes sense

i don't need attention

i need an intervention

from the internet like i got sent home from a school suspension

staring at my ceiling and i'm trying to make sense of it

asking no one in particular

is this the best it gets?"