invisible tears

i promised myself

that no one would get the best of me

no matter how much my tears

no matter how much my tears drown me

and this is ridiculous

how did you get the upper hand?

you don't have the privilege

to see my tears run down my face so quickly

i'm not gonna lie

i have cried and cried

but ten times out of nine

i won't show you my weakness under all of these lies

you should be begging me on your knees

i cry for you invisible tears

you should be calling with an apology

i cried for you

now you cry for me

now guess who's at my door

with tears all over their handsome face

no i didn't get your calls

'cause i blocked your number when i blocked you out of my head

you say how were you so strong?"