disappear (remember when)

remember when i didn't need you

well i need you now

to hold my head up high say it's all better child

remember when

some days i feel like a saint

i'm so alive

some days i can't make any moves

it's like i have no spine

can't do anything right

and when midnight comes i've run out of time to

make some kind of difference

but i realize i constantly overlook the impact i've made

maybe i'm longing to change my own face

to make you proud

i wanna make you proud

when you're looking down on me

my mind's wide open like starry skies

i ask god questions and wonder why

the hell that you're not here

i wanna disappear with you now

but i'm a selfish broken heart and how i got this far

coping with the thought of holding you a minute longer in my arms is beyond me

i set you free

but i feel so guilty cause

i take every sunrise for granted

sometimes i forget your voice i can't stand it

am i wrong for moving on

a product of a free world

take wing over the coast of a better day

i'm stuck in my dark days

but i can be stronger than you remember

we're coming up on december

but i'm not cold

my mind's wide open like starry skies

i ask god questions and wonder why

the hell that you're not here

i wanna disappear with you now

but i'm a selfish broken heart

i wanna see what you see

i wanna be where you are

my mind's wide open like starry skies

i ask god questions and wonder why

the hell that you're not here

i wanna disappear with you now

remember when i didn't need you

well i need you now

to hold my head up high say it's all better child

remember when i was alone and crying out

you will be missed

but i know that you're all better now