it's going around outside
silkk the shocker
yo' let me holla at y'all for a minute
i was never in the ghetto
because my mind was elsewhere
i would invision myself being free
i just want you to anwser
i wish that god would talk to me
about all the pain that i've seen
cracked out mother got nerve to be crying
all my friends seem to pass away (rest in peace
so it could wash away all my pain
it's going around outside
so it could wash away all this pain
it's going around outside
my best friend's house payments behind
now he lives in the park outside
mary complains about the money she makes
i see some more people dying of aids
trying to make the whole world invision my pain
trying to pretend that the ghetto was all good
ya' know what i really wish for change
but it seems killas and drug-dealas
but they stereo-type me as a thug
supposed to be one-night stand
i ain't supposed to be here
it seems domestic violence is always the problem
hoping once in my life that mom and dad would get along
see my grandfather died in the war
and all he ever got was medals
and my grandmother got a letter
only things my kids ever got!?
have you ever seen a crackbaby? or someone die of aids?!
watch them suffer and with all this money i got
we all hustle so fuck the color
we better then each other
we're supposed to be all sistas and brothas
it's better that you know
but don't feel sorry for me
even though i lived hard and rough
knowin' one day i gotta go
i gotta homie that's doing 99
he sending me pictures and letters like it's all fine
and ya' know what? it's even worse
they got us killin' over turfs
i don't know when the last time i went to church
in the middle of the ghetto
ladies forget having babies by these fake playas and shady bustas
thinkin' they can get you out
see now my quest to live hard
when none of it don't belong to us
we gotta realize we gotta problem
and the government? the only time they care
and they seem to think the only solution is
build more prisons to throw us in.it's not right
but i got homies dyin' over nothing
and all the fallen soldiers
it used to be in my community.drugs and violence
now it's going around.it's going around
if it's not there already