it doesn't really matter

it doesn't really matter that i loved you

how many reasons call

it doesn't really matter at all

it doesn't matter that i failed to

break down your father's wall

it really doesn't matter at all

why tell me you don't understand when you do

i thought i had something to say

but it really doesn't matter at all. i changed my name

to be rid of the things that i want from you

it's strange

but a name is a name and the truth is the truth

oh

there is always

always someone there to remind me

so i learn to live with shame

tell myself i feel no pain

but i do

and if i have to tell you

then it really doesn't matter at all. and it's no good looking back

because time's a thief and i believe that

i'm too old for that

we're just saying the things that we have said

forever

it doesn't really matter that i loved you

how many seasons fall

it's too bad

it really doesn't matter at all