it never rains anymore

it never rains anymore

i've been lying on the floor

so disgusted with myself

can't fucking take this anymore

i'm the thorn in the roses

body decomposing

leave me in the past

i bet no one will even notice

hands shaky like my life

it's fucking hard just to type

none of my friends are alright

just hiding tears in our eyes

trust me

i wish i could stop caring

i swear to god

i'm fucking trying

my head's just fucked up from the lying

honest

i wish you never met me

my head's just fucked up from the lying

honest

i wish you never met me

it never rains anymore

i've been lying on the floor

so disgusted with myself

can't fucking take this anymore

i'm the thorn in the roses

body decomposing

leave me in the past

i bet no one will even notice

i have this this hole in my chest

it hurts so bad

i can't rest

waking up from all this stress

i'm fucking trying my best

to live a life on my own

i always stare at my phone

waiting for you to hit me back

because i always feel alone

i'm the thorn in the roses

body decomposing

leave me in the past

i bet no one will even notice

leave me in the past

i bet no one will even notice