i don't miss you

neither of us is at fault

but lately if i'm being honest

nothing lights up when you call

and i hate it

i've wanted love for so long

if we tried we could probably make it

but holding you would always feel wrong

and i hate it

my heart doesn't race when you look at me

my voice doesn't shake cause i'm nervous

i lay awake but i'm only thinking

of what we're missing

i've been holding on

cause i'm scared to say goodbye

but i've been fighting this

for a long long time

nothing's really wrong

but that doesn't mean it's right

i wish i could ignore it but i realize

i don't miss you

when i'm not with you

i don't miss you

when i'm not with you

shouldn't i love you by now

should i be hesitating

i'm hearing these whispering doubts

and i hate it

oh i want better than good enough

want better than perfect on paper

i hate feeling like i'm giving up

and i don't want to but

i've been holding on

cause i'm scared to say goodbye

but i've been fighting this

for a long long time

nothing's really wrong

but that doesn't mean it's right

i wish i could ignore it but i realize

i don't miss you

when i'm not with you

i don't miss you

when i'm not with you

darling if you ask yourself

if you really love me could you tell me

that you weren't feeling this as well

could you tell me could you tell me

i've been holding on

cause i'm scared to say goodbye

but i've been fighting this

for a long long time

nothing's really wrong

but that doesn't mean it's right

i wish i could ignore it but i realize

i don't miss you

when i'm not with you

i don't miss you

when i'm not with you