damn how am i gonna say this shit?
hey. hey dad
yeah it's your boy
remember me? i wanna talk to you scrap
i remember being kicked out the house
'cause i looked just like you
said i'd be nothing but a crook
just like you
the niggaz in the hood was shook
where the just like you
'cause all they said was little whitey look
i'm just like you
but dog i can't see it at all
shit
we never kicked it at all
we never pitched or kicked at a ball
dog
you never taught me shit
how to fight
ride a bike
fix a flat
none of that sorts of shit
nigga you was an abusive pops
fuck you left me out to dry
stuck
gotta teach news to box
gotta teach news to bop
and that aint the half of it man
i gotta teach news to block
it's about time we have a father to son
sit down let me tell you 'bout your fatherless sons
how they grew to be men and father they sons
father they daughters
nigga
you left a fatherless daughter
i never follow your orders
nigga you make me sick
pussy you could.ooh
how you gonna leave these memories in the back of my mind
i can see it clear as day you smackin my mom
i 'member that day you showed me that gat
that 9
put it in my palm when i was young
and said that would be mine
you turned me out
the reason why i hit the block
reason why i tried to hit them cops
reason why i started hittin shots
reason why i started gettin licked
and drinkin syrup and skippin court
ginger bread man never think of gettin caught
look at your hand man damn you fought
nigga you left my mom
left us with no good-bye's
you left us out to dry
you left us with no letters
notes
no replies
no digits numbers was unlisted
you left us with some of my loneliest night
nigga some of my hungriest nights
shit
one of the reasons for years
damn we used to think money was white
yeah you gave us life like
fruit from a plant
we aint eat right from them foods from them stamps
and to think you was my pop
man i gotta stop shit
daddy
where have you been?
and when you come home
you got us here all alone
mommy
where daddy went?
you always stick up for him
always said you'd make up for him
mommy
what happened then?
what was you cheatin on him?
why he's always beatin' on you?
daddy
where have you been?
nigga
you gonna hear me out
i wanted to walk just like him
wanted to talk just like him
often momma said i look too much
and i thought just like him
wanted to drink miller nips
and smoke newports just like you
but you left me
now i'm goin to court just like you
i would say my daddy loves me and he'll never go away"