jealous of my friends

wake up in my own bed

and there's no one there to take up any space

i'm never getting sick of it

have my breakfast on the floor

and leave some breadcrumbs i ignore without complaints

there's no one there to pick on me

but sometimes

when i go to sleep

and all i have is me

i would like to share my sheets

with somebody

of course i'm getting jealous of my friends

they say how much they really love

to be in a relationship

and never have been happier than this

i gotta admit

a part of me is missing it

i'm so good at being alone

i thought i almost don't remember how it felt

the time i was in love with love

i'm so comfy in my role

of having power and control of how things end

and that way

i'm not getting dumb

but sometimes

when my thoughts runs deep

and all i have is me

i would like to share my feels

with somebody

of course i'm getting jealous of my friends

they say how much they really love

to be in a relationship

and never have been happier than this

i gotta admit

a part of me is missing it

of course i'm getting jealous of my friends

they post a lot photos from

their couples-only dinner

while i'm by myself and eating in my sweats

i gotta admit

a part of me is missing it

i'm starting to get tired of myself

just like romantic movies

i would like the happy ending

it's time for me to let somebody in

so don't you break my heart

of course i'm getting jealous of my friends

they say how much they really love

to be in a relationship

and never have been happier than this

i gotta admit

a part of me is missing it

i'm so jealous

so fucking

fucking jealous of my friends

they post a lot photos from

their couples-only dinner

while i'm by myself and eating in my sweats

i gotta admit

a part of me is missing it