jesus died for you... not me

it's a battle inside raging

raging in my mind. and i

i can't decide where i'm suppose to be. it's a battle inside raging

raging in my mind. and i

i can't decide who i'm suppose to be. it's a battle inside raging

raging in my mind. and i

i can't decide who i'm suppose to be. life in fast-forward

i'm on a fast course

but i guess it's what i asked for

but i guess it's what i asked for. life in fast-forward

i'm on a fast course

but i guess it's what i asked for just so you'll know my name. i know you saved my life

but know

nobody. nobody has the right to take. to take this away

away. there's a devil on my shoulder and an angel in my hair. i'm trying to

trying to stay strong until these voices disappear. and shit's just insane

i feel it crashing down. everyone says i'm to blame. they'll all lashing out. it's a battle inside raging

raging in my mind. and i

i can't decide where i'm suppose to be. it's a battle inside raging

raging in my mind. and i

i can't decide who i'm suppose to be. life in fast-forward

i'm on a fast course

but i guess it's what i asked for

but i guess it's what i asked for. life in fast-forward

i'm on a fast course

but i guess it's what i ask for just so you'll know my name. and every day with these feelings

every day it just gets worse. i'm holding on through it all

it's just a gift and a curse. walking through these rude ones. rebuilding everything i've done. waiting for this storm to pass

waiting. turned their back when i was down

they looked

they left me to drown. where are they now? they let me drown. where are they now? they let me drown. where are you now? they let me drown.