dreamerz

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more questions

more answers

more ci smoke and more cancer

more arguing

more resistance

its seems like the closer we get

its more distance

more angles

a million different looks

was on the same page

just in different books

there's so much i want to say but i got no ground

cause we ain't break up

more like broke down

now that's pain and torture

add that with restraining orders

then add the soul of my slain daughter

none of this is how we planned it to be

one big insanity plea

shit could never end amicably

i miss you trying

you probably think don't think i try too

when you stubborn and prideful

not much is insightful

but god was trying to show me something

he ain't think that i knew

sometimes shit that doesn't breathe can die too

were we just dreamerz?

waiting for our shot to shoot to the moon

were we just dreamerz?

spending our lives trying to see this thing through

waiting to fly away

waiting to fly away

waiting to fly away

waiting to fly away

how we go from thoughts of marriage

thoughts of me copping carrots

talks of what we'd name her while shopping for a carriage

but when the dream stopped

who knew you'd see me like a savage

that you dreamt of vacations

but only woke up with baggage

all you ever did was love me

and look at where it got you

and when you wanted more

all i did was say i'm not you

i'm selfish not selfless

and i say that with love

so in essence you're asking for what i'm incapable of

so now i find i'm going over choices i ain't even made yet

were we clouded by good times of great sex?

running fast towards an unknown fate

that altered when i introduced you to my unknown traits

in your dreams

seems you had me pegged as another man

but in mine

only you would understand

in our minds we were perfect

we witnessed our dream get murdered

now reality is on trial and we both awaiting the verdict

but you'll always be close to me

though you said this ain't how it's supposed to be

what we had was so real

but you said i don't care

never thought this day would come

you said you gave your all and was left with none

but we can both be spared

but you don't think that's fair

that's fair

you can't see how you ever began to like a liar

you lost track of all the little things that i admired

but when the peace left

i knew we might retire

thinking man

i live upstairs

i'm something like somaya

got memories

but at what point are they lost

you say we could work through it

at what point is it forced?

we shoulda never rushed

cause it's like now we at a point where you won't never trust

and for me i can't believe that's all we ever was

the high's gone

need a better buzz

cause we sleep in the same bed

but we never touch

my solution to every beef is to revisit

though we'll have the same emotions we won't be so livid

won't be so vivid

i think your girl secretly applauded our drama

we don't need those critics

we owe it to go over our foundation with a keen eye

sad part to say you never have the same dream twice

we let love and all its possibility

take us from reality

made it hard to see that

we were bound together

just to cover up the pain

i'm wishing the skies were rain

and wipe all my thoughts away

cause i'm tired of dreaming