now i lay
Singer: joe budden
i'd like to welcome everybody
to the padded room
uh
pump it up
you came to get it crunk
a dame to get her drunk
you came to get it on
that's when it all got started
back then i wasn't so cold-hearted
with every stanza came an extravaganza
for every question he got one less answer
i was tryin to be more than cool
now it was before that
maybe boardin school
that was back when i would wanna danger myself
maybe it was just to entertain myself
i don't need help
i could change myself
fuck y'all
i ain't gotta explain myself
just around the corner
i can hear footsteps
then we can get on the only nigga in the hood left
so child that ain't listenin ain't mine
for 28 years been a prisoner of the mind am i
now i lay me down to sleep
i pray the lord my soul to keep
if i should die before i wake
i pray the lord my soul to take
now i lay me down to sleep
i pray the lord my soul to keep
if i should die before i wake
i pray the lord my soul to take
look
welcome everybody into greater of self but claim center
even when he can win that nigga won't surrender
bull's fault
put the wheels in motion
i felt every emotion except devotion
message in a bottle in the bottom of the ocean
but i can't swim
damnit i can't win
uh
so i don't care how you rate me
it'll take a long time to evaluate me
so if
this be the last time you hear me
just know i got a loved one near me
please don't cry
let her eye get teary
a nigga good
finally i'm somewhere care-free
past is frightenin but the future's scary
and i'm
gettin to the point that i fear me
in a class all alone
don't compare me
but i
blame god
this is where he steered me
i mean
look
they tell me the eyes is the windows to a man's soul
what you happen to see a nigga can't con-trol
and i've turned a deaf ear
to any nigga
anybody that'll get my head clear
why shake the dice if you never gon' roll 'em?
i told 'em that the straight jacket can't hold him
i ain't psycho
don't belittle me now
it's just a title cause they couldn't figure me out
if you give a damn when shit hits the fan
please know anything i ever did a nigga planned
tryin to better
high as ever
as i learn how to lie to a lie detector
still i'm damaged
say if you stay in that boat long enough you see where the land is
so i'm right where i need to be
please believe it
believe it please
let's get on our knees
one mo' 'gin
c'mon. follow me
let's go
ohhhh!
one mo' 'gin
ohhhh!
mic check one-two one-two
can anybody hear me?
soul to keep
if i should die before i wake
i pray the lord my soul to - uh
follow me c'mon
uhh
yeah