new skin

swimming in the deep blue

living out of reach

staring at the mirror

she's looking back at me

my words ringing around me

playing on repeat

the one i see inside me

i wasn't meant to be

lost

all because of me

i'm lost

i'm drowning

this new skin

weighs half my heart

tearing me apart

wanna feel my heart

this new skin

weighs half my heart

mybe to the start

can i feel my heart

lonely as the blue sky

higher than the clouds

thinking i was better

'til i fell down to the ground

couldn't taste the phantom

from the words i speak

i wouldn't be so toxic

i never been so weak

lost

all because of me

i'm lost

i'm drowning

this new skin

weighs half my heart

tearing me apart

can i feel my heart

this new skin

weighs half my heart

maybe to the start

can i feel my heart

this new skin

weighs half my heart

tearing me apart

can i feel my heart

this new skin

weighs half my heart

maybe to the start

can i feel my heart

looking in the mirror

whose the face i see?