too soon

sometimes it's hard to look you in the eye

the mess i've created it stands idly by

and i dont expect the dishes to do themselves

but that sure would be nice

cause i am moving circles

falling back

my past has caught up to me

and i've lost track

of what is history and what is a book marked page

i'd always hoped to come back to someday

don't speak to soon

i'll likely shut my ears or shut down

i'm mostly floating

and i'm not ready to come down

don't wipe away my tears so quickly

do you even know if they're happy or sad

maybe i need to let them fall

clean me out and wash me down

and let me drown for a while

you don't have to hold my hand through this

you've got enough to carry on your own

i think you'll need but hands for that

i think for now i'd be better off alone

i will be fine

i need to grow

no expectations please

because i dont know

where im going or where i even stand

i'm just trying to find out exactly who i am

don't speak to soon

i'll likely shut my ears or shut down

i'm mostly floating

and i'm not ready to come down