last to sleep

i'm always gonna be the last one

i'm always gonna be the last to fall asleep

and i can never get close enough

it always feels like you're just out of my reach

and i don't know if it feels so good

somedays i would let go if i could

i feel more than i ever say

i don't want to admit to being afraid

bottle up my second thoughts

they only try to get caught up in the way

breathe in

lights out

nights in

breathe out

some things

don't show

reasons echo

only i'll be the one to blame

nothing's changed

it remains

nothing's the same

do i love this feeling inside?

or is it just a fucked up peace of mind

breathe in

lights out

nights in

breathe out

some things don't show

reasons echo

awake and worn out

fade in and splayed out

leave me

reeling

last one sleeping

i'm always gonna be the last one

always gonna be the last one

always gonna be the last one