leave me the fuck alone, im mourning
Singer:craig xen
depression make a nigga wanna blow my fucking head clean off this whole neck of mine
so many times i contemplate
bringing my life to a end but i just can't do it
here for a fucking reason
lil niggas lookin' up to me when i'm speakin'
irresponsibility i'm sending them a negative message
i question why they looking up to me as if i'm their parents
it's apparent that i'm broken
duckin' shows and i feel i'm losing focus
use to have a certain type of drive
since vinny died it's been a fight for me to try and stay alive
wouldn't wanna pass this emptiness upon my people
i know that they miss me like i miss him
i'm reminiscing on the glisten from his motorcycle
as he pull up ready to dump on anybody with his rifle
vinny was the best friend i never had
and the closest thing to dad
more mad that he's gone and glad that i met him
should be happy he's in heaven but i'm fucking selfish
man i need his help desperately
went and up'd the anti-depression dosage i need
but i'm closer now to death than i've ever been
went and etched a life wish in to my perfect skin
that's a sin that i intentionally took upon
i'm mad at god so i'm destroying his creation now