i only want to say
if there is a way
take this cup away from me
for i don't want to taste its poison
feel it burn me
i have changed
i'm not as sure
as when we started
then i was inspired
now i'm sad and tired
listen
surely i've exceeded expectations
tried for three years
seems like thirty
could you ask as much from any other man?
but if i die
see the saga through and do the things you ask of me
let them hate me
hit me
hurt me
nail me to their tree
i'd want to know
i'd want to know
my god
i'd want to know
i'd want to know
my god
want to see
i'd want to see
my god
want to see
i'd want to see
my god
why i should die?
would i be more noticed than i ever was before?
would the things i've said and done matter any more?
i'd have to know
i'd have to know
my lord
i'd have to know
i'd have to know
my lord
i'd have to see
i'd have to see
my lord
have to see
i'd have to see
my lord
if i die what will be my reward?
if i die what will be my reward?
have to know
i'd have to know
my lord
have to know
i'd have to know
my lord
why should i die?
oh
why should i die?
can you show me now that i would not be killed in vain?
show me just a little of your omnipresent brain
show me there's a reason for you're wanting me to die
you're far to keen and where and how but not so hot on why
alright
i'll die
just watch me die
see how i die
see how i die
just watch me die
then i was inspired
now i'm sad and tired
after all i've tried for three years
seems like ninety
why then am i scared to finish what i started?
what you started
i didn't start it
god
thy will be done
destroy your only son
i will drink your cup of poison
nail me to your cross and break me
bleed me
beat me
kill me
take me
now
before i change my mind
now
before i change my mind