life of a drug addict

just another day 'bout to live my life

the same old thing

you wake up feeling dope sick

from all the liquor and the coke sniff

your hangover is ferocious

bags under your shit like a boat trip

staring in the mirror lost

malnutrition since they cut the umbilical cord

definition of a screw-up

when you was young

daddy used to beat you up

so now you got an excuse

crush a couple pills up that you could toss in your juice

family hates you. nobody talking to you

only thing they wish for you is a coffin for you

'cause you missed your grandma's funeral

cocaine residue on your cuticle

in high school you had a cutie too

damn

what the fuck happened to you?

just another day 'bout to live my life

the same old thing

i know how it feel to wake up with your heart skipping

couple pills stop the shakes 'fore you start sipping

wifey with the mouth smart

bitching in the dark kitchen

kicked me out the house

start drinking. i would not listen

hit the door with my socks

different routes of the pedico spot

see what chico got

then i start sniffing

he got a bitch

high as hell who like to speak a lot

she's fly as well

so we feed her blow

that's how we keep a lot

lose a few hours there then buy a little more

'till i meet mariah who's a flyer little whore

the more that she got wired

her attires on the floor

she'd get a little higher and she'd lie a little more

days i lost before i came too

i miss a studio. i even miss my plane too

but fuck rapping i'm through

in the mirror staring back

what the fuck happened to you?"