lilac

it's like 5:30 or something

i've got lilac and jeff

you've been promising that i'll make it

i've been trying and i'm naked

but if i make it. i'll be trying all the time but i won't come home

you'll be crying every night through the hotel phone

baby

i don't really want this

all these shitty songs just leave me more alone

it's killing me

you know

it's killing me and. i don't know

scrape me off the ground after you walk over me

all i ever wanted was the world at my feet

lead me through the crowd

bring me to safety

it's like 9:30

we're stumbling down chapel from 'revs'

i've been promising that i'll stay here

you've been vomiting and i'm faded

but if i stay here

you'll be crying all the time all alone in bed

i'll be screaming at a page through a broken pen singing

i don't really want this life